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  1. BMIKEMUSIC

    YO WTF! I did not expect this at all…90k views in 2 days! Thank you so much! Let's spread the movement and keep sharing it EVERYWHERE!! Make sure to follow me on Instagram @itsbmike… HERE ARE THE LYRICS FOR EVERYONE ASKING…
    (Verse 1)
    Every single day it breaks me to pieces
    I tasted defeat at the feet of my demons
    I’m such a fucking waste of achievement
    I should put this trigger to my brain and just squeeze it
    Cause Lord I know I aint been no saint
    But tell me what I did to deserve this pain
    Tell me what I did to deserve this hurt
    When all I ever did was put everybody first

    And how does that make you feel?

    These days I Just don’t feel shit
    I don’t feel a thing at all, I don’t feel like I exist
    Thats why I need my fix, so I can just feel something
    How do you describe the word empty?
    Try describe the word nothing
    Wait, fuck that use my face as the definition
    Write it on my forehead, defective out of commission
    I’m sick of it, losing myself I’m sick of it
    Check my fingerprints, you’ll see how little the percentage is

    (Chorus)
    I’ve given it my all
    I’ve given it my all and so much more
    But everybody’s still walking out that door
    I’ve given it my all
    It’s getting to the point where it’s sad as fuck
    I’ve given it my all but it’s not enough…
    It’s not enough

    (Verse 2)
    The sleeping pills don’t work, the healing pills don’t work
    I still feel pain with the pain pills now those same pills don’t work
    If I don’t get a couple percs im bout to go berserk
    I swear to god nobody can fix this shit not even the church
    now tell me what good would a pastor do? Except be mad at you
    Then tell you that “you’ve sinned a bunch of times but I’ve forgiven you”
    You know they won’t admit it and god himself has forbid it but it’s probably still just half of all the shit the priest committed

    And how does that mak-

    Ask me one more fucking time how the fuck I feel
    Imma fucking lose my mind, step aside I need the pills
    Step aside I need the xannies
    Step aside I need the vicodin
    And I’ll be on my way so I can just get back my life again
    You do not give a shit…stop pretending stop lying
    Cause to you I’m just a check, bitch just a dollar sign…
    Another vacay with the kids, hubby couldn’t be prouder…
    And all you had to was ask me how I feel for an hour
    See that’s the problem with pretentious technicalities
    Your preach insanity and then expect my weekly salary?
    So tell me who’s the crazy person now bitch…
    And yet you think you’re qualified to treat me? Shit

    (Chorus)
    I’ve given it my all
    I’ve given it my all and so much more
    But everybody’s still walking out that door
    I’ve given it my all
    It’s getting to the point where it’s sad as fuck
    I’ve given it my all but it’s not enough…
    It’s not enough

    Outro

    Man I came up a long way
    Just a young Jozi nigga
    Bullet at my temple
    Afraid I might pull this trigger

    This fucking anxiety
    Fucking anxiety
    My demons are calling and saying that they want whatever's inside of me…

    Imma give it to em, (Hell yeah) Imma give em’ all of it
    Use to be a smooth operator…
    Now it's the opposite

    Anxiety…
    Oh big time
    Anxiety yeah
    I feel it swimming thru my veins, I’m afraid I might get the blade, make a slit and let the blood spill out
    Anxiety…
    Oh big time
    Anxiety

  2. Ghost Amvs

    Yo this some good stuff right here 👌👌👌👌

  3. Cece !

    My names jaron n i like ya shit bro its good keep it up 100% never loose focus or faith bro i feel ya pain also n i rap too ik yoi don't care but just let ya know

  4. Ian Ray Dongcas

    This is the real deal.

  5. Idk Htltl

    Awesome song, thank you for writing this lyrics 🔥 love ya music ❤

  6. ines margarida

    honestly this is just literally what I feel and i love it-

  7. enternal emo

    this is why i dont like psychiatrists, mine would say the same, so done with the same shitt, my depressin pills make people think that taking a pill would make me feel like nothing happened and that depression is just a fase. so fucking doneeeeee

  8. Autumn Mcphie

    I love this song I listen to it and think about my girl and how she saved me

  9. Tweek Tweek Tweeker

    Yes. Me. Sick of it

  10. Chelsea Symone

    Aniexty sucks

  11. Tanille Harris

    His erika video was deep ashit😢😤

  12. PercyFandom101

    You,Nf and Futuristic

  13. LVB_THL 30.12.1995

    Just one thing left to say from me …
    TRUE AFFFF 💯

  14. Whiskey Rose

    Bmike, jayTekz an NF should all make a song together!!

  15. Laura Trujillo

    This is trash you dummy you is just loser and want attention idkot

  16. Kenzie Murphy

    I love you Autumn

  17. Kenzie Murphy

    this is a very good song I fell like I am going crazy I am 14 and people judge me because I am in 8th grade and my girlfriend is in 7th grade and I give it my all and so much more but it is never enough for anyone I like my girlfriend because she and a couple other people have not walked out on me and she is funny and I will die for her

  18. Prankboy 13

    Omg this exactly the way I feel everyday thank for this I'm about to cry

  19. Yes Yes

    U remind me of NF plz make music with him u guys would b amazing singing/rapping together love u

  20. GTA Tuning Cars 1 2. acc.

    😯

  21. CanadianManGaming

    This song hit deep

  22. Truth Finder

    Wow this shit hard boy

  23. jasmina begic

    Every single day it breaks me to pieces
    I've tasted defeat of defeat of my demons
    I'm such a fucking waste of achievement
    I should put this trigger to my brain and just squeeze it
    'Cause Lord I know I ain't been no saint
    But tell me what I did to deserve this pain
    Tell me what I did to deserve this hurt
    When all I ever did was put everybody first
    (And how does that make you feel?)
    These days I just don't feel shit
    I don't feel a thing at all
    I don't feel like I exist
    That's why I need my fix
    So I can just feel something
    How do you describe the word empty
    Try to describe the word nothing
    Wait, fuck that
    Use my name as a definition
    Write it on my forehead
    Defective out of commission
    I'm sick of it, losing my self
    I'm sick of it
    Take my fingerprints
    You'll see that I did all of the percentages
    I've given it my all
    I've given it my all and so much more
    But everybody still walking out that door
    I've given it my all
    It's getting to the point where it's sad as fuck
    I've given it my all but it's not enough, it's not enough
    The sleeping pills don't work
    The healing pills don't work
    I still feel pain with pain pills
    And now those same pills don't work
    If I don't get a couple perks
    I'm about to go berzerk
    I swear to god nobody can fix this shit
    Not even the church
    Now tell me what good would a pastor do
    Except be mad at you
    And tell you that you sinned a bunch of times
    But I've forgiven you
    You know they won't admit it
    And god himself is forbidden
    But it's probably still just half of all the shit the priest committed
    (And how does that make you feel?)
    Ask me one more time how the fuck I feel
    I'm gonna fucking lose my mind
    Step aside I need the pills
    Step aside I need the Xanays
    Step aside I need the Vicodin
    And I'll be on my way
    So I can just get back to my life again
    You do not give a shit
    Stop pretending, stop lying
    'Cause to you I'm just a check, bitch
    Just a dollar sign
    Another vaycay with the kids
    Oh hubby couldn't be prouder
    All you had to do was ask me how I feel for an hour
    See that's the problem with pretentious technicalities
    You preach insanity
    And then expect my weekly salary
    So tell me whose the crazy person now bitch
    And yet you think your qualified to treat me
    I've given it my all
    I've given it my all and so much more
    But everybody still walking out that door
    I've given it my all
    It's getting to the point where it's sad as fuck
    I've given it my all but it's not enough, it's not enough
    Man I came up a young way
    Just a young jersey nigga
    Pullin' in my timber
    Afraid I might pull this trigger
    It's fucking anxiety
    Fucking anxiety
    My demons are calling and sayin' they want whatever's inside of me
    I'ma give it to 'em
    I'ma give them all of it
    Used to be a small operetta
    Now it's the opposite
    Anxiety
    All big-time anxiety
    I feel it's runnin' through my veins
    I'm afraid I might get the blade
    And make a slit and let the blood spill out
    Anxiety
    All big-time anxiety
    Anxiety

  24. Vishesh Bhandare

    It's 9 million now and I'm so happy for you Bmike!!!

  25. BadHabitz Tv

    This beat fire

  26. Min Yoongi

    I swear I think I need therapy or something I feel like there’s nothing else that can help me with my anger and sadness anymore but my mom and grandma might just say “it’s fine it’ll go away.” But it hasn’t gone away for as long as I can remember

  27. Jack Evil 99

    I can tell you what I feel, and it's this song.

  28. Rachel Baylen

    Lyrics are so fkn perfect. Just damn❤️

  29. Shanese Johnson

    I really have given it my all 😟don't remember the last time I have been happy don't think I have ever been really happy it's all a front

  30. Justin Blake

    Just be positive and embrace life

  31. Dictator 4 Life

    Dude, this song speaks to me in ways only those who have anxiety could understand. You have a new fan. Thank you for blessing me with this song

  32. Vannessa Sedillo

    Axiety really sucks nobody understands you unless they go through it but the people that hasn't thinks we can be fine we just need to get out and be around people no I still feel scared and sad because my body been through alot and my head always hurting and after all that depression started hitting me and I thought I was losing myself but right now I'm fighting I'm fighting every day to find my self again it won't be the same but I can at least try to not give up on myself I'm scared but I gotta learn not to be scared anymore ugh 😞🙏 hopefully I can get through this because I feel like I shit my head begging me to be normal but I cant😞 therapy don't fckin care about me they don't even Kno me fck then they want me to go to phycologist after seeing me one day just because I was crying that I was sick my body hurting and my ear are blocked and bad headaches ugh fck them 😞

  33. Xavier Kalify

    I had anxiety before but it wasn’t that bad until my grandma died in my arms since the I felt I failed her then my anxiety struck got moved into a new school then that’s when I lost it and my anxiety was worse it will never stop

  34. Robyn Mia

    Nicky

  35. Robyn Mia

    Stilll fride dem fear

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